You'll Always Be My Baby--Nessie's Blog

[Renesmee "Nessie" Black]

December 5

Today I thought about the baby. I wonder what will happen to the baby, being such a hybrid. Part wolf, part vampire, part human? Will it be a boy, or a girl? and what will we name it? I like Allie for a girl and Jaspet for a boy. Or maybe Billy. Who knows... and I had that dream again, about the Volturi coming. I'm so scared that I'll never know my own child. Jake says... well, more later.

[Renesmee "Nessie" Black]

December 8

Mom and I talked on the beach today. The wolves have dropped the vampire ban for my family. We talked even in the rain. Mostly abot the baby. That reminds me. Jake says he will protect our child with his life. No need to worry, he says. Fat chance I'll be able to relax though. Not until the threat of the Volturi is completely gone. No one can seem to decide on any names, though. And I still have that dreaded dream alomst every night. When will we ever have peace again? It seems like it's all my fault beause I'm pregnant, but honestly, I want this baby more than my own life. I'd do anything...